> Hold on to me and never let me go;

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go..

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~~Thursday, August 21, 2008~~

2:49 AM

TIRED!!

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Friday, August 15, 2008~~

12:32 AM

Today meet isabel n angela at bukit panjang plaza for lunch.. I super misS the ban mian at the foodcourt that.. And i today went to eat.. But to my disappointment.. The taste is no longer the same.. And is NOT nice lo.. I nv eat finish at all... So sad at the drop of standard.. But to my suprise.. The ban mian have the most customer.. Hahahaz.. But anyway.. I'm not going to eat the ban mian at that anymore!! After lunch, we went to go sheng siong to buy food n stuff for tml's BBQ!!! Look at our trolley... Quite little of food hor? Some hidden below.. But anyway.. About 15ppl only leh.. Enough de la.. Hahahaz... Not enough? Hungry? There is mac at outside.. Can go buy lo.. =P Close up pic... Mantou? Bel bel friend say they bbq mantou n will taste like chilli crab those kind of crispy mantou?

Hmm.. Shall await for tml's suprise of mantou... Stay tune.. =)

We 3 really like aunti lo.. We kept compare prices here n there.. Everything also compare.. Budget leh.. Than angela busy checking the expiry dates of everything.. Hahahaz.. Normally i don't care de lo.. But they say must check.. Coz things here sell cheap.. SO scare got expired stuff.. Now come the exciting part.. PRAWNS..!! We also compare prices for prawns.. Hahaz.. Finally we settle down for 1 type.. And me n angela start chosing.. Bel is scare to touch the dead prawns.. =P See angela still chosing.. We need to fill up the prawns to full pkt than is 2kg..

We spend about 3hrs at sheng siong lo.. Haha.. Than we took a cab home back to bel's home.. We rest n watch tv. After that we start to defrost n marinate the chicken.. And make potota salad.. Bel like cooking mama leh.. =) Everything also know what to do.. Me n angela like playing lo.. Coz we r nt as pro as bel.. =P Last but not least we need to defrost the prawns n wash them.. And we also take out bel bel that time went prawning the prawns out to wash.. And u see the prawns are like so big in the 1st pic.. and we also discover 1 baby prawn is pregant!! Look at the 2nd pic.. In the end we decide to throw away de baby prawn. Coz too 'chang ren' to eat the baby prawn.. =)

Later morning.. Bel got to wake up early to cook MEE FEN.. Cooking mama!! Really looking forward for tml's bbq.. IT will be a fun 1 too.. I got to take alot of photos.. Yeah!!

THANKS ISABEL for organizing a BBQ n inviting ME~

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Wednesday, August 13, 2008~~

11:01 PM

Ever since i resign from gmask at early february 2008.. It has been 6months i have been doing NOTHING!!! Although i get to go overseas for training bla bla bla.. But is still doing nothing most of the time.. For the past 1 week, i've been searching around for souce of things i wanna sell.. ANd have been emailing malls to get a space.. BUT NO1 email me back yet.. Haiz...

Today my phone is quite as usual.. But not long ago jw call me, he ask me to help him in his shop.. So i agree lo.. Temporary lo.. Coz i no income also.. My bank going to dry very soon also.. While waiting for response from my aunty's friend n the malls, i jus work temporary lo.. Haiz.. This is the worst pay i ever get as a part timer.. $50 a day sia.. But got commission la.. I don't know i can get how much lo... Coz this kind of business got ups n downs de leh.. Where got ppl everyday will come play de.. Hahahz... Let me try out temporary first n see how ba.. Starting work on coming monday...

I'm still waiting to fufill my dream to open a shop of my OWN!!

Yeah.. Tml maybe going to go out with isabel n angela to buy food for BBQ on fri.. Bel bel open a BBQ for fun on fri.. Hahahaz... Think we will play until mad lo.. And drink drank drunk.. Coz MAY bringing beer.. BECK bringing black label.. Than ME maybe bringing martell.. HEEHEE... See fri i lazy or not.. If lazy i not bringing martell le.. SInce they all already bringing so much drink sia.. Don't know can finish ma? Coz is only a 1day bbq.. =) But i think it will be very fun coz got alot of drinkers.. Hahahaz..

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Tuesday, August 12, 2008~~

12:48 AM

Haiz... I've been slacking at home for 4th day le.. NV go out.. But i don't think i have peace lo.. Yesterday nite i was at my room watching a clip about yoga. My parents went for yoga performance.. I watch until very stunt.. Than suddenly my mum came in n tell me ur boss is here! I was shock la.. He nv call or sms me at all that he is coming lo!! Than out of nowhere he came up.. Very rude leh.. Haiz... Than in the end what? HE came my house n create so many problems.. Haiz.. ABout isabel pay for sony ericsson's deal.. Haiz.. Clarence, pls la.. What u say b4 or promise, can u do it? Than ppl wanna talk to u, u always don't wanna pick up calls.. Than i have to talk to isabel's mum n let her scold n vex out her anger..

P/s: Bel i nv blame u n ur mum.. Don't worry =)

Than today Mr lai nv keep his promise to transfer the money to bel.. Than bel bel call me n ask me how.. Isabel call u n AGAIN u nv pick up. You rather call me sia.. What the HELL is this? WHY MUST U ALWAYS GET ME INVOLVE!!! WHY? WHY?? WHY??? Why must u always wanna makes things until so ugly? Settle everything nicely than everything will be ok le ma.. Haiz... Abo next time u need help, no1 will help u le leh..

HAIZ.. I'm still waiting for my aunty's friend to response to me whether she wanna help me in setting up my own business.. I really wanna do my own business leh.. I wanna try out see what i can really do.. NO try NO gain ma!! =) When can my dream come true?

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Monday, August 11, 2008~~

3:23 AM

Suddenly me n vivien have the urge to change our blogskins.. Than we change n change n ask each other nice or not.. And stupid me.. Didn't save my previous templete.. Than i have to redo everything..!! Hahahaz.. I ask xueqi to come see my blogskin nice or not? To my suprise she ask me is it i draw the blogskin pic?? Hahaz.. I not so eng to draw lo.. =P

Today went to watch money not enough 2.. Most of my friend cry in this movie.. Don't know is it i really very heartless? I nv cry leh.. Touching is touching la.. But not to the extend for me to drop my tears lo.. Heeheez.. =)

I randomly found some photos that i edit last time.. And i love all the edited pic..

*Taken when i'm at las vegas..

*This photo is taken in Dubai..

*Taken with my cousin @ india 2007.. So heng we can meet up at there.

*Eileen_Angela_Esmond @ genting...

*I don't know when this photo is taken.. But is taken @ suntec while working.. =P

*Taken when i jus bought my N95.. -Missed-

*Taken @ genting.. We r turning the teacup n still can take photos.. HeeHee..

*This photo is damn taken damn long ago la @ orchard party world..

*We 3 look much thinner in the past sia.. =P

*Si jiang n Huiting trying to rap Ah boy?? Hahahaz..

*Last time we are like a big family.. Now all have their owe life le.. =(

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Saturday, August 9, 2008~~

1:52 AM

Ever since i come back from south africa.. I was quite lazy to blog... Will talk about my south africa trip on the next blogging.. I have alot of sleepless nites recently.. Have been thinking alot of things.. Friendship, money,kinship.. Have been going out to drink everyday.. Drink until i don't know what i'm thinking everyday.. And i have been very forgetful recently.. Can't remember a thing sia..

-30th July-

I very piek che than jio serena to go out to have a drink.. Than raymond(serena's cousin) call us to go cine de Kbox.. At first i don't wanna go than serena ask me to go, coz she say raymond is a funny guy.. And in the end i went Kbox with her.. At first i was shock to see only we 4 in such a big room but after that raymond's friend came.. He like very rich n power sia... He open 1 martell n 1 civas.. And we also smoke in the room.. I was shock as the staff who came into out room didn't say anything while we r smoking.. And they even serve food into out room lo... Than we start playing dice.. A game call 7 8 9.. Wahh.. That day i really drunk sia.. But luckily i didn't vomit sia.. Mix both hard liqour n drink n also drink nick lo.. One of raymond's friend i think BTH the way we drink sia.. Than suddenly disappear.. Hahahaz... I didn't know i can drink so much hard liqour lo.. And i also help serena to drink when she lost.. A few photos i took at Kbox..

*checky raymond n funny serena*

*serena n me(b4 i'm drunk)*

*1 of them falling asleep.. Than trying to wake him up with ICE*

-5th August-

Went window shopping with sharon at bugis.. Than after that went eat steamboat with taxi uncle, sharon and serena. And we had 2 bottles of beer while having dinner.. Than half way through the dinner, may n beck come n find us than we call another 2 bottles of beer.. After that we went Kbox again.. Hahahaz.. AND we got the same big big room.. I call vivien to come along.. Beck, May, Taxi uncle, Serena, Vivien n me play the dice game 7 8 9 again.. Than vivien damn sway.. Kept kena 8 in 5 row.. Than she have to drink half a glass each time.. And i think she drink quite alot lo.. Coz she didn't go sch the next day.. All of them left quite early.. And sharon have to drink 2 cups of beer than she can leave.. But is only volka glass leh.. Consider less le lo.. But she can't take it.. Sharon MUST Learn to drink..!! So guys can't cheat on u.. ONLY left me, vivien n serena.. Than we camer-woring while singing.. As usual i have to clear all the balance beer.. Frankly speaking i don't know how much i drink lo.. Coz steamboat there got 4 bottles. Kbox here got 3 jugs n 3 bottles.. Everyday is drink drank drunk for me lo...

*Leen_serena_vivien*

*Is us again.. Hahahaz*

*Leen_serena*

I jus stop drinking for 2 days.. Than nw i'm very 'fan' about money.. I wanna fulfill what i always wanted to do.. That is open my own kiosk to sell BAGS.. I've done alot of research.. And i have a concept on what i wanna do.. Now what i need most is MONEY!!! How i wish last time when i work i save lo.. Now need money no money sia.. Grr.. Now than i know money is so important!!

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..