> Hold on to me and never let me go;

~~Monday, June 30, 2008~~

3:51 AM

Today i meet Yuling, Madaleine,Hanfa at yishun north point de MAC to eat early dinner.. As we are going to yishun safra the Party world to sing K.. Really super long nv eat mac le.. When i was at las vegas, i kept wanna eat mac but no chance to eat also.. Than finally today i eat mac le.. SO HAPPY.. Hahaz.. After early dinner, we walk to yishun safra.. It is abt ten mins walk..

After we order our drink, we start to K le.. Today actually no much mood to sing.. Jus to entertain my dear friend(YL) as she kept wanna go K bcoz she have a free 4hr voucher.. We sing n play.. Today mad n yl is damn high.. Me n hanfa is moderate.. Maybe bcoz we 2 old liao.. Hahaz.. As we were singing K, i look at mad.. I have a very strong feeling that Madaleine is nt really happy inside her heart although she is laughing n joking all the way.. The way i see her laugh is like crying lo.. She use her laughter to cover all her sadness.. Maybe i think too much ba??

Actually mad n hf wanna leave at ten de.. But in the end we all leave together after the ktv session end.. And know what?? Me n yl is too boring, we acc mad n hf to WALK home from yishun safra.. Hahaz.. Than we went up to mad house to chit chat abit while i'm waiting for phone call to go home for mahjong session.. Hahaz.. While we were chatting, poor madaleine have to help hanfa to IRON his uniform for parade trainning... Pray that hanfa got the tickets so i can go n see national day parade.. So long nv see national day parade le leh.. I see live 1 time only.. When i am still very small... I got no idea what is the feeling to see the parade live le.? *pray hard*

Back at home, i play mahjong with xueqi, tian xing n 1 of their friend.. Sorry i fogot ur name.. Although through out the game they keep calling your name.. =P Their friend is very joker leh.. He make us laugh all the way.. Bcoz he is nt familiar with our singapore mahjong.. He kept on be the 1 that throw card n let ppl win.. But got a round he got 5 tai(which is full).. ALL his card is bamboo lo.. Rainning ar.. He ask alot of enquiry than he HU leh.. I'm very shock sia.. Today i also not very excited to play mahjong but jus to entertain xueqi only.. In the end i lost $5.. The winner is tian xing.. But he don't wan to take our money.. He say jus play play for fun only.. So $5 is ok la.. No need to take.. He is the 1st person that don't wanna take money although is $5.. Hahaz.. He rich ar.. =P

Last but not least.. The photos are below... Enjoy ar..

*Candi shot*

*This 2 crazy girl is singing High high HIGH.. Until they too HigH.. =P*

*Couple of the nite*

*They are trying to act yOyO n cute*

*Yuling n eileen*

*The 3 gals of the nite*

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Saturday, June 28, 2008~~

12:43 AM

This few days my back hurts alot.. I don't know why also?? Yesterday is too pain until i can't sleep at all.. Only in the morning than i manage to get to sleep.. And i only sleep for a few hours than i wake up le.. Is it bcoz i nv work for 5months than my body is not working properly?? Hahahaz.. I think i need to go do some execises n must find a job to work soon..

Yeah.. Tml i'm going ikea.. I wanna go walk walk n find some stuffs for my room.. I'm actually trying to tidy my room this few days.. And i wanna throw away quite alot of things.. And i need to get some new staff to replace them.. Heez... Hope i can find all the things that i wan.. =P

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Sunday, June 22, 2008~~

12:29 AM

Today is baby genevieve first month celebration.. I went at around 2pm.. There were alot of ppl at there already.. Sj relative n his mum's friends were at there already.. Than follow by ting's friend.. I help to entertain eric n damien.. They are still the same likes to disturb ppl.. Than more ppl came.. Ting's family n relative are also here.. When i arrive, i show ting the clothes that i buy for baby from las vegas.. Than i say 1 of it is like abit small leh.. Than sj's mum say take go exchange lo.. Than we all laugh as i buy it from las vegas, can't exchange le lo.. Hahahaz... Girl girl is very well behave today.. SHe jus sleep alone in the living room n were not disturb by all the noise.. Only till nite than she gave us trouble.. Hahahaz... Heng ar..

Around evening time i went to ting's room n chat with angela n xueqi.. I was sitting behind the door.. Than i heard a very familiar voice pass by the door.. Guess who?? Ah boy lo.. He bring along his gf also.. The gf ask who is in the room.. But i couldn't hear wat he say.. I stayed in the room for quite sometime than i went out to grab some food.. Ah boy also come outside.. I didn't talk to him at all.. Even when i wanna pass by him, i didn't even say "excuse me" lo.. Am i very cruel?? He must be talking bad abt me for being rude or wat?!? But why should i always be the 1 to give in?? Why he can't talk to me first?? Everyone also know his patern lo.. Got gf no friend de lo.. So i can't be bother to talk to him also.. Since he also brought her gf along.. If he did not bring his gf along, i might consider talking to him lo.. But too bad.. I'm more interested in baby lo..

I stay till midnite than go home.. Me, xueqi n angela play with baby inside ting's room.. Than baby suddenly cry until very hard n feel very uncomfortable.. Guess wat?? She poo poo lo.. Hahahaz... Ting bring her to her in laws room to change her.. We chit chat abit more than we 3 head home.. Coz sj n ting is very tired as they entertain so many ppl today...

Below are some photos that i take for the day.. Enjoy..

*The clothes that i buy for girl girl..

*Sharon with baby.. Baby say hi to the camera!

*Girl wondering who is carrying her.. =P

*Xueqi with baby genevieve..

*Si jiang with friend..(Feel like they not forcing rite? Bcoz they are looking at ting's camera..)

*Sharon_Hui ting_Xueqi_Eileen

*Candi shot by si jiang.. Hahaz..

*Last but not least Si jiang n Huiting

*I did not have any photo with girl girl.. Nvm.. Next time i'll take again as i'm so free everyday.. Hahahaz...

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Saturday, June 21, 2008~~

8:00 PM

Can u imagine?? Today is sat leh.. I've actually stayed at home the whole day without stepping out of the house... Super boring.. Actually i got alot of thinking to do lo... But i jus refuse to go n think about it.. I've not being working for 5mths le leh..!! And nw i'm still slacking.. Wat should i do nw?? The prudential case is almost done.. They nw wrote me a letter n say OUT OF KINDESS they let me reinstate the policy.. I see that word out of kindess, WO HEN BU SHUANG...!! That make me very dulan i don't wan to get the policy back le.. But my friend ask me to think for the future.. But than i nw NO money to put back 2k+ of the money to reinstate the policy leh.. HOW?? Haiz.. Even if nw i start working also no use as.. THe date due is 26 june leh.. Grr... 1 person cannot not work lo.. Bcoz all the problems n troubles will all come together...

Tml is baby jing wen the birthday... ALot of ppl will come n see her.. My friend ask me to go there earlier to acc her.. I'm actually abit sianz that the day come so fast n i have to see 'someone'. I don't know wat is my feeling nw?? Last time the me, i saw him, i'll be very happy.. But nw.. I jus hate to see him.. Maybe bcoz of his new gf ba?? His taste for gals... Have DROP to the drain.. You ppl should know wat i mean rite?? Hahahaz... TML he is bringing his gf along also.. SI BEI SIANZ... Why must spoilt my mood.. He better don't come so early.. Coz i DON'T wan to see his face lo...!! Till now i'm still thinking should i talk to him or NO?? I really hate this kind of feeling lo.. Make me very sianz...

Hmm... Enough of my nagging.. Hahahaz... I actually took alot of photos at de disneyland.. I therefore decided to post up some of the photos each day.. Today i'm showing u the characters which i manage to take photos with... The timing are really hard to catch.. And i miss out taking photos with pooh bear n friends.. =(

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Friday, June 20, 2008~~

6:02 PM

Do u guys have the same feeling at the same day?? Was suppose to be very happy de.. Coz i went to see my best friend(huiting).. When i come back from las vegas i always wanted to go find her.. But i can't as i'm very sick since the day i step into singapore..I waited for 2 weeks than i went to find her.. Ting have given birth to a very cute baby gal Genevieve.. I played with her n try to coax her to sleep.. But i think she too excited that got ppl come n find her than she didn't really sleep much.. COming sunday will be gal gal 1st full month celebration.. Alot of ppl will be there.. I'll be there quite early to see if i can help out on anything ma?? While baby is sleeping, i chat with ting , sj n cousin abt my trip to las vegas.. Than we had dinner n after that we watch tv n chit chat.. And ting help me with my new blog.. Than at nite we watch soccer.. PORTUGAL VS GERMANY... Last time when i was younger, i will watch soccer n bet on it.. But nw.. I think waste money la.. Hahahaz.. All of them bet on PORTUGAL... And GERMANY win... Hahahaz.... Even if i were to bet, i will bet on germany lo... LOL... It was suppose to be happy day for me..

But who knows.. At nite someone called me at nite 2 times n chat n as we chat, we were talking about the past thing.. And i'm very disappointed tat as he thinks back n everything, he felt that he is 95% confirm that i'm the "nian jian" of the company.. If i'm the nian jian, i will not be so stupid to help him do so much things lo.. And he actually say, how come angela didn't notice all those things yet i will notice so many things... He say angela is the most truthfully person which he can trust de most.. And she know how to different shape on work n everything lo.. IS all bullshit...!!! She know how to different shape meh?? HOW come i don't know?? IF she know how to different shape, there wouldn't be so many mis understanding between us le.. I KNOW U HATE ME, BUT U JUS DON'T DARE TO SAY OUT... YEt u still dare to say u find that everyone is wearing a mask to face u.. Than how about u?? I already very straight forward towards u le leh.. Whereby i know u will hate me even more, but i still tell u everything from the bottom of my heart... I treat u as a friend, n wanna care for u n help u.. But wat did i get..?? NOTHING and being a KPO lo.. Whatever i say is rubbish lo.. ONLY meiqi, aaron, isabel is TRUE to u n care about u n NOT ME.... The more i say, u will not like it.. So now i only let u be.. AS is ur owe life n choice..

Wahh... How come i wrote so much?? Haiz..Life is full of ups n downs.. Now than i realise that too many things is making me upset le.. SO tired... Enough for the day le.. Here is some photos tat i took yesterday.. Isn't she cute??=) Baby.. Must faster grow up k?? Than i can bring u go shopping n buy u lots of cute clothes n toy..

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

~~Saturday, June 14, 2008~~

4:23 PM

This is my first time to blog sia... I'm so lost as i don't know wat to blog also.. See ppl blog i also wanna try.. Partly bcoz i got nth better to do so try out... Heez..

Back from Las vegas for 1 week le.. And i have been meeting all my friends everyday... And share my experience at las vegas with them.. The life at las vegas is really different.. So glad i had a chance to go over.. I also went to los angelas de disney leh.. MY FIRST TIME TO DISNEYLAND U KNOW... So excited sia.. And it is SO BIG lo... I took alot of pic from my lumix camera.. Will share some photos with u all later all..

I come back till now and have been meeting my friends n i felt that i left for 1 month n many things happen everyday.. My friends all have alot of relationship problem sia.. See them all so sad, i see liao also very sianz tiao..

I will upload my photos at disneyland pretty soon...

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..